Take me away

Oh death come and take me away
What kind of man I am being
I could not be the son of my parents
I could not be the brother of my sister and bros
I could not be the friend of anyone
Nor I could do anything impressive
Aimless as I am being
Pointless my life is being
Come death take me away

I am just a load to earth
And I am nothing more
Why to be alive
Why to live in a misery
When death is easy escape to me
I hearty call you
I hearty call you dear death
To come and take me away

Wipe me out from this world I don’t belong to
Perish my existence and my name
And death take me away

I call you I want you
I need you death to take me away
Come fast and take me with you
For I have lost every meaning to be alive
What is worst than to be
Aimless , friendless and filled with sadness

Oh this misery it’s hurting me a lot
And I am unable to endure the pain
So death come and take me away
I have ceased every points of living
I am alone and lonley
Like a Blue Whale
Singing songs of isolation and wadering in the vast
No one there’s to share a even tiny time with me
I am valueless and futile
I have nothing more to looses
Nobody is in loss by loosing me

So death take me away
Take me to another place
Place of dead
That’s where I belong
So my sweet heart my darling death
Come and take me away!!!1

Choosing the lies

I would rather enjoy the company of lies and imagination and float on the falsely beauty than living the hell of truth full of ugliness. i admire beauty ( not just the skin and of human but beyond imagination of billions of people). Beauty are often lies. So i love lies.

Do you really want to know truth. Then listen: You are merely animal with ugly blood vein, carrying shits and dead cells and yucky fluids in your body. Thank to God, for he plastered your body with skin (though of variety of color). How pleasing Right? Bugger off!!!

But if i said,’ Hey beautiful. you look great. smile in your cheeks melt my heart. I can’t imagine living without you. Just love your tone, your body, the eyes and blah blah ( sorry i am not cheesy guy)”

Which would bring instant smile in your face and compel you to say “I am flattered thank you”

Latter, no???

Haha congrats your in my team. But if you chose former, your are my ideal.

Truth is bitter and unbearable so lies were created. Enjoy it!!!

Peace As i know

I wrote this orginally for the compeittion : 2015 International Essay Compeititon (organised by Goi Peace Foundation and UNESCO)

My blog is personal 🙂

Peace As I Know

I gasped some courage and sneaked out through the window, dragging the curtain little bit. Outside the tempestuous storm was sweeping away everything. People were aghast at continuous downpour coupled with thunderbolt. Stormcloud of rattled feelings loomed inside my head. The massive shake  few days back left us tensed and anxious. But we didn’t let that conquer the peace deeply embedded in our hearts and minds.

 

We were stomped and engulfed by nature’s grievance. Amid the crisis, we as human being stride together to heal  wound and get relief from grief.Nothing could halt us. We were fervent admirer of  love and let our courage decide our fate. We were affirmed our courage and love all roots to peace. This embolden us to revitalise our nation and make palaces from piles of rubbles.

 

Had the peace ceased from existence, the conditions would have been unfathomable and we slandered by our own plight.

 

Peace ameliorate deep grief and anguish, rejuvenate every weary. Gallant as would be expected, peace lovers are actual philanthropist of benevolence and magnanimity beyond measure. That’s what I learned when my nation faced worst attack by nature. Peace in heart and mind is the key to eternal happiness and togetherness.

 

Haruki Murakami quotes,’To get something people have to pay a price. That’s a rule the world operates by.’ To have love for each other as human being, we have to sans religious-centric, ethno-centric orthodox belief. To broaden feeling of brotherhood and embrace peace, we have to suspend wars( much coveted game where every government pours large chunks of sum).

 

In quest of peace, pilgrims, travellers, businessman, layman all set out their own expedition and make thousands of maiden voyage. That’s admirable but path to peace are more amicable when each of us realise peace dwells in brain guided by heart. Lord Buddha taught us, ‘Peace comes from within. Don’t seek it without’.

 

‘Peace begins with smile’,said our Mother Teresa. A smile often cheers up heart. When heart is elated, mind becomes vigour. The mind directs us to route of unparalleled achievement previously considered unconquerable. The vehicles to success are  fueled by peace residing in us. Peace gives midas touch to everything, escalating the values. Peace open our eyes clogged with peccable thoughts and let us view each individual as human being having beating heart, red blood flowing in vein and oxygen for breathing.

 

Peace doesn’t mean merely taking wicket of war but also scoring comfortably runs of tranquility, security and prosperity. When a decade long armed-revolution ended in Nepal, did peace really exist? Clearly ‘No’. Peace started to chime from every corner when brothers and sisters, fathers and mothers, sons and daughters, friends, relatives, neighbors embraced each other, accepted and respected general differences brought by varietal circumstances and understood ‘We are all one being: Children of God’. That’s what constructing peace means to me.

 

Building peace means to inculcate positive vibes, nourish our hearts and minds, pull out from vicious circle of ‘war, hate and crime’, free ourselves from acrimony that has curtailed the growth of human civilisation.

 

Peace for me begins when we unconceal altruism, when we cause no harm to another,when everyone shows characteristics of bona-fide citizen, when we start trusting each other  instead of relying on armed forces patrolling cities with bullet-filled guns.

 

Outset of peace begins when we start loving each other.  Mother teresa, whose altruism reestablished faith in humanity, added impetus to love by taking care of the closets one-ones at home. When every home starts loving each other strongest foundation of the peace is laid.

 

When expressed  in color, for me peace is ‘White’, compromised of every possible things human can recognise. Peace means embroidering differences of choices, preferences, belief and faith people follow to make masterpiece of earth. Its an art of painting in white canvas showcasing wonders of colors that adorn our earth.

Peace begins when we understand each other. Love each other. Respect feelings of each other. It all starts from you, I and us.

 

John Lennon truly said:

 

‘You may say I’m a dreamer

But I’m not the only one

I hope someday you’ll join us

And the world will live as one’

Celebrating International Biological Diversity Day

Every year GreenWave on the occasion of International Biological Diversity Day encourages people around teh worl to participate on the tree planting ccampaign and let them upload the picutrs on the google map.

To partake in teh tree plantation as ferven admirer of the environment, I planted two species:

Ficus Benjamina and Bottle Brush.

Reason i chose these plants:

Ficus benjamina is a scared plant and considered to be incarnation of the gods in hindu culture. It is popular as ornamental and bonsai as well. Red bloom of bottle brush adds delight to the spring season. So i have chose this plant as pot plant and expecting to see it fully bloom in coming. If every individula plant and parent it, our world be must beautful place to live in.

Links to the photos:

https://drive.google.com/folderview?id=0Bw88YzmiZj4HQTZNMWFIRG1jZ3c&usp=sharing

http://greenwave.cbd.int/node/415198

Earthquake relief camp : Rasuwa, Nepal

On 29 May, our team of 22 along with ever inspiring  Dr. Hom Basnet sir, Department head of Microbiology (Agriculture and Forestry University), went to Rasuwa to execute our earthquake relief camp.

Early morning we packed the relief materials which encompass peas, beans, pulses, iodine content salt, glucose and lactose for mothers/children, T-shirts (thanks to you Eco gen ^_^ ) and list goes on. We heartily thank Aditya( E-gen member)  for the gracious support.

It was a ride of about 7 hours on the mini trucks.Bumpy and winding roads.

Around 1 PM, we reached our destination. Despite the tremor, they cordially invited us.
Our Hom sir briefly explained about the today?s program and wasting no time, we instantly occupied ourselves with relief materials.

On the way, we saw no houses left undamaged by the quake. Tilted, cracked, toppled down!!! piles of rubbles, grains sanked!!! This got me question,?How are people managing their life?? What?s more terrifying is the frequent landslide and blocked roadways, rivers. Continuous shake might trigger GLOF.( Could be our fear but likelihood is undeniable).
Monsoon on the door. This makes condition go from bad to worst. This is too much for temperamentally nature loving Nepalese.

We had three programs on the day:

Medical Health Campaign:
Doctors assisted by nurses ran the free health camp and medicine were distributed to the needy person.

Children Friendly Campaign:
We youths launched the children friendly campaign while there  parents were lined up for the medical check up. Bindu Bhandari, Ashish Ghimire, Upakar Bhandari and I coordinated the program together.
We distributed the lovely T-shirts send to us by our own E-gen. We briefly introduced them about the Tunza Eco Generation. We circulated white papers, copies, and drawing tools to Children. They embroidered the paper with drawings of  flowers to animals, their favourite sports, and everything that poped up in their head. Some drew their favourite cartoons, some about houses, animals, birds, flowers, and even national flags. Few wrote about earthquake and their aftermaths. Adorable children, captivating pictures.

After a while, we gave them chocolates and biscuits. Finally, gave bread and eggs to them and their parents.
Adorable image with strong messageThe main theme of our child friendly campaign was to liven up their mind and somewhat deviate them from the quake effect.

Relief material distribution:
After completing, two campaign we commenced our relief campaign. To ensure judiciary distribution, our team collaborated with local youths. We listed out all the household name and called them up one by one. ?Let no one be left and no one be repeated?.
Meanwhile, there was another aftershock when relief campaign was on full fledged.

That’s how we bid relief campaign adieu.  What we did might benefit our fellow Nepali brothers and sisters for two weeks or more. Still,  Infinite things needs to be done. Houses are to be built. Barren lands to be cultivated. Bring back lost happiness and joyous moments.

Its never late to serve for a cause, for humanity.

Lets join hand in hand and stride!!!

The smiles albeit nature grievance still imprints in my mind.

We are thankful to Aditya from Sharja for supporting and funding us the campaign. Due respect to Hom Basnet sir who always fuels us with motivations and ignites the feeling of human service. Its an honor to have Bindu Bhandari sister, filled with high dignity and immense heart, as counterpart and get into action together.

Kudo to Eco-Generation for the support.

The campaign gave me handful of experience and opportunities to view and feel the victims.

Photos available here : goo.gl/7H6pNI

Against Acid attack

This poem poped up in my acid after shooting the video  Scars : Against  Acid attack

Eruption of the rage inside me
The pride of manhood  Rooting in me
The vulnerability  I saw in you
The defenseless  you
Prompted  me
I couldn’t resist  the tempetion of your  body
Couldn’t tolerate the slap in my face
So
I spilled in you the flame
An attempt to turn you into ashes

Thought  I destroyed you
And had my gateway to happiness
But
I was pushing  myself into lake of fire
Opening the Pandora Box of the misery and despair

Shattered as now I am
Remorse and regret
My only possession my wealth
The great gatsby syndrome I suffer
 from having everything  and nothing

Proudly considered  my self as Hercules
Alas  I was Hades
Flashes of the sin
The pouring of the larva
Shimmers continuously
At gloomy side of my  life